Why are there so many hypocritical Christians? (oh, and I'm not one of them! ha!)
How can anyone believe in a God that condemns?
How can some just believe in a God that loves?
How can I have faith in a faithless world?
I don't know pat answers to these questions, but I do know a God who speaks through His word over and over again. Same stories, different "I get it!" moments. Different not because He is, but because I am ever changing, ever coming to a knowledge of the truth.
One such moment happened today as I grappled with those questions thrown at me. I didn't have answers, but I did get a clearer picture of one biblical event with apparent answers to every question - the one where Moses is told to make a fiery serpent and set it on a pole, and everyone who is bitten, when he sees it, shall live. (Numbers 21:8)
First off, the Israelites were the hypocritical followers. They said, "Why have you brought us up out of Egypt to die in the wilderness? for there is no bread, neither is there any water; and our soul hates this light bread;" or, "now that I'm following you, I can't have anything that satisfies my old appetite!" Then the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit the people and many died. It was commented that, "yeah, see, that's the God I'm talkin' about: the one that punishes all the time!" and I thought, "yeah, and that's just the problem with punishment, it infers that I can do the time, pay the crime, but in reality, I can't! Death is at my doorstep - not punishment. There is nothing, no nothing, I can do to save my life - once bitten, I die; it's not punishment, folks, it's death.
But God had a remedy: make a fiery serpent and set it on a pole - look at it, and LIVE!
Didn't Christ in John 3:14 compare His death to this very act???
"And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up."
"And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up."
I thought, "isn't it strange that He didn't say, 'as Moses lifted up the staff with the serpent on it, I must be lifted up?'" No! He compared himself to the serpent! Because the first step of the cross is to look upon our sin! Which by the way is drawing us to look.... We can't run away; we can't hide. We must face it! We must understand that SIN IS DEATH. I can't paint a pretty picture that, "oh, God is love...." No, He demands we look upon our sin and.....LIVE! The opposite of what we'd think: if I hadn't faced my sin, I'd DIE!
Now I can philosophize this and become your psychotherapist and say, "you must face your weaknesses," much like the first step of AA is "My name is >>>> and I am an alcoholic," but that is not enough. And that is why so many people are stuck on feeling condemned, run away from God because they feel condemned, or never have victory over their sin...all they've recognized is sin, not the Savior who became sin for us. Thus, when we first come to that place of seeing sin for what it is, many shrink and feel condemned like so many do, and die. ... or we can recognize that he took my sin upon Himself - becoming sin for me.
"God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God." 2 Cor. 5:21 That is where belief comes in. Faith. He has become sin. He has freed me from death. He is a God who loves. I am not condemned.
"Look to me and live!"
Faith in a faithless world. Life amongst the dead. Will you be deathly satisfied with the sin.....or safely delivered with the Savior?

Once again I am amazed at how you are able to capture the deep thoughts that have crossed my mind over the years with such eloquence Lori. Fleeting thoughts that come in the midst of the storms of life and in the moments of triumph by His mighty hand. I remember thinking that I could never be "good" enough for God to love me so I ran, ran from Him, hoping that I could fly under the radar and not be seen by Him. I managed to do this for years until slowly all that I loved was taken from me and I stood alone with myself. Not even sure I was even "alive" anymore, I grabbed a mirror to make I was still there. In that "mirror" I saw the reflection of a frightened woman with the mind of a child. Suddenly I saw that I was not the one in control and that all that I had invested time in over the years was futile. Like a beacon of light from a distant shore the words I had been told as a child about a loving God became clearer and clearer to me! He was there with me -all along - waiting patiently for me to humble myself and admit I was not God. Misplaced fears in the cares of this world suddenly shifted to a healthy fear of my Creator. Fear of the Lord IS the beginning of wisdom as we realize we need a Saviour - from ourselves. He lived the perfect life because I cannot the burden was lifted, I was filled with awe and respect for Him and felt his holy spirit
ReplyDeletestir inside me. The change in my perspective on life is daily, moment by moment as I step off of that throne I thought I deserved and remember that He IS in control. I am seated by His pierced feet on this earth - His footstool. It is done. It is finished as He stated on the cross. His feet are resting on the footstool called earth because He is at rest and wants us to rest along with Him at "absolute zero" because there is NO TIME with God. We are victorious as my. father would proclaim daily.
Beautiful! "...as I step off that throne I thought I deserved and remember that He IS in control. I am seated by His pierced feet on this earth - His footstool." I love that. It reminds me of when I was very little, sprawled across a square upholstered ottoman, listening to mom tell me about Jesus, while she was ironing away. Now I sit beside her still...Strange.
ReplyDeleteYou so eloquently captured the stalking of fear in our lives and how so often we are our own stalker....reminds me of the verse in Peter that Satan prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.
Wow, that's all I can say right now. Isn't that funny how sometimes the deep thoughts just flow and other times we are like, huh? Hehe...I'm dry as bone tonite, but I know that He is at rest in my spirit, hence my soul and it's ok for my body to rest too sometimes. ;) Sure wish I could be there to share in your and Mom's Bible studies...so thank you sooo much for taking the time to share your revelations with us. Love you!!!
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